You know... I talk a big talk to my friends but deep down I think I am very lonely. I think in a lot of ways in my marriage I just exist but I never really feel loved. Been married 13 years but I feel like a lot of the time, Wife is just here because she has to be.I was playing a video game today and I found myself staring at a character. The character is sort of a friendly female character and I felt almost kinship. It was a sad realization for me. I dont know what to do about this.
I saw the Watchmen. I loved it... but I dont know that anyone else will. It was so real and human, and it made me realize why people like Super Hero Movies... because the heroes in those movies dont live their lives in fear like we do. Sure... say you dont feel fear... but the only one you fool is yourself. Fear of poverty, failure, insecurity, being alone. These are all fears. You have fear in your life.. imagine what your life would be like if noone told you you couldnt do something.... To live a life without fear.
-Mouse
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