I think I have just realized that I live my life trying to fix other peoples problems because I feel powerless to solve my own. I am bored. CHRONIC bored... with everything. With my life, my marriage, my business, my friends... everything.On the weekend I took some painkillers I had laying around the house in an attempt to not feel crappy for a few hours. It was a little scary because I am frightened of becoming addicted to something. But for a few hours... everything didn't suck. I don't know what this means for the future. Weighing a possible problem against an absolute one seems a little weird.
The boredom is unbearable. I feel so stuck. In EVERY way.
Suggestions?
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