Does anyone else feel lonely?I'd give anything right now for a friend to go for a drive with. My friends are all sleeping though and Wife is in bed. I kissed her goodnight tonight and nearly cried. The distance is growing and I fear I won't be able to see her on the other side of the shore.
Our cat is home. She has been sick and we have to force feed her. I tried to cheer myself up by buying a Blackberry, but the kiss goodnight has taken the wind from my sails.
I wonder how hard it is to actually find someone you are happy with. I dont know of anyone who is married who lives a TV life, where they cuddle and love and confide. I only know of the ones that are unhappy, and have to cover up other parts of their lives to be happy. I just dont get it. I just wish I knew if this was normal or if there was something more.
2 more hours and I can go back and play with my blackberry.. until then I dont know what Ill do...
I wait
I pray its not too late
We came so far
Just a beat of a lonely heart
And its mine
I dont want to be alone
Gone, but not out of sight
Im caught in the rain and theres no one home
Face the heat of the night
The one that you loves got a heart thats made of stone
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