Every Morning

When you wake up your day has limitless potential. The limits come in when you start cutting things out of your day as impossible. Some cutting is good. "I won't become a crack dealer today." But for me today feels like everything has been cut away.

I have a very long to do list and today really is the best day to get it done... but it just feels like the day will be wasted. The question is.. will I say "SCREW IT" and come on like a power house, or will I sit in my chair with my blanket and fade in and out of consciousness.

I'd like to think I'll do the latter and I'm going to try, but I just don't feel very motivated today. It kinda sucks.

My wife is upstairs quite ill. She thinks she has stomach flu or food poisoning. My hope is that it's morning sickness, though thats not normally present at this time. But normal is just a word. Here's hoping.

I was reading this girls facebook. She was my first big high school crush that I always regretted not asking out. Anyways, she had done one of those "Questions about me" things and it made me sad. She's married with kids, was (and still is) one of the prettiest girls I knew, and seems very intellectual.

Have you been in love: possibly
When you were little, you used to... dream
Kisses or hugs: I long to be held :-)
Do you think you're attractive: afraid not

It kind of makes you think, doesn't it? This poor girl seems to have a terrible mental image of herself, yet she has haunted my dreams since I was 13 years old. 20 years later she looks just as good.

Do you think anyone has a crush on you? 'Cause this girl doesn't...

-'Mouse