It's Rons Birthday today and I completely forgot. I suck. Happy Birthday Ron! I guess we're gonna go for a walk or drive. I'm going to try to convince him to go on a little adventure somewhere. Dont know where yet though.So it was a weird night last night. Wife and I started talking about cheating couples and how difficult it was, and some tough times we went through. Then she brought up this girl that I was kind of fathering at the time. I know it sounds weird, but she was on drugs, and had been abused and was basically homeless, and I was kinda bringing her back. This made Wife upset and I found out she almost left me because of it.
Don't be mad at her though, I imagine it must have been difficult. She brought up a bunch of stuff last night that i dont even remember. I think she remembers things worse than they were, but because I only had pure and friend intentions, I didn't remember most of the things she brought up. I felt terrible that I had made her feel so bad. I was just trying to be a good person. I guess I failed.
Life seems to be about walking a tight rope. Don't be too good or too evil, you'll be punished for either. I just want to do good in the world. I want to leave the world a little better than I left it. Even if my only reason for living was to help turn one persons life around... At least there was a reason...
-'Mouse
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