Money/Mind/ Murder

WTF... seriously. Let me spell it out for you.. What... The... Fuck!

I'm a little pissed today. I'm looking to fire Randy as you know, but I'm going to do it in such a way that he thinks he hasn't been fired. It'll work. I made the decision because Wife said she'd come help me with a large contract, which is good.. it's like 10 hours all by yourself and I get very lonely and even depressed all by myself... with 2 it's more like 3-4 hours. Wife also told me we needed the money so this was a perfect solution.

Then wife said she didn't want to do it once I lined everything up, and that I should get her sisters hubby to come help... and if that's the case, why wouldn't I just keep Randy on? The idea was all the money from the contract. I said in frustration.. forget it.. I'll just do it by myself and be depressed. Answer: "Ok... that's probably best." Hard pill to swallow when you're wife won't give up 3 hours to save your mental state. I was really upset and went for a 2 hour drive.

In other news a friend of mine has a relative who has been charged with murder. Seems pretty cut n dry. She is fine though.. the friend. I imagine the cousin is being raped in a holding cell.

Wife is sitting on the couch. I don't even want to look at her. I know it seems like a minor thing to some... but your wife is supposed to be the person you can find shelter in. I'm a bit better now.

As I said to Tom today... there's no point in thinking about today, when tomorrow will be so amazing...

-'Mouse