Remember that nap i was going to take... well I was plagued with phone calls and nightmares. I've been having lots of bad dreams lately which is very strange for me. I usually don't dream at all.
I dreamed that something was moving through a television screen and it looked at me, and was surprised I noticed it. Then it wouldn't leave me alone. It was very odd and disturbing.
Ron and I were going to go walking tonight to get things started on our "getting in shape" goals, but instead I got blown off for poker. It happens a lot with Ron. I try not to let it get to me.
My wife is home now and has a lot of energy. She thinks she'll be up late tonight but I just don't see me hanging around for that.
I play this silly online game and for the life of me I don't know why. My friends depend on me in this game, and i just want to delete it. Many of my friends are negative and I'd like to trim them from my life, but it makes me feel 2 faced and evil for thinking that. I skipped out last week on our usual beer night get together. I told them I was sick or something, I don't even remember. Hopefully I dont get caught in that lie 'cause I don't even remember it.
Do you ever find yourself sucked into this whole niche that you don''t even want to be a part of? Not sure what to do with myself.
Need to get my shit together tomorrow and get some pitches out.
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